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Presence of Unconditional Love, October 23, 2005. This tool was given in the following message.

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I come to bring the Flame of Unconditional Love
And so I am come this day to bring the Flame of Unconditional Love in a measure that has never before been outpoured on this planet, so that we can create a tidal wave of unconditional love that will rush around this planet from the East to the West and wash away the fears of recognizing your true divinity.

I am asking you who are here – and who have given this rosary – to participate with me in releasing this flood tide of unconditional love, the unconditional love that is beyond any form created in this world of form and thus cannot be stopped or held back by anything that was created in the world of form. And thus I ask you to say with me, “I am love, love I am.”

I AM LOVE, LOVE I AM. (9X)

And now we will step it up and say, “Love is more, more love I AM.”

LOVE IS MORE, MORE LOVE I AM. (22X)

My beloved hearts, I thank you for being who you are and for being who you are here, in this moment. Truly, being more in the limitations of time and space is the key to transforming those limitations, so that they too can become more and so that all people on Earth may experience the abundant life that the Lord Christ truly came to bring them.

 

Copyright © 2012 by Kim Michaels

 

Mother Mary, April 7, 2007. This tool was given in the following message.

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You have earned a special dispensation
So my beloved, I am eternally grateful for your giving of all of my rosaries. But I am especially grateful of these two, the Clearing of the Heart and the Loving of Yourself. For they have opened up your hearts to a point where I can give you a special dispensation, which is that I will give you some moments – where we will play music – where you can surrender anything you want to surrender.

And what I will do is that what you can surrender personally, I will multiply by a certain multiplication factor, so that your personal surrender has a multiplied impact on the collective consciousness. And so for each limitation that you can surrender, thereby setting yourself free, you can also set free a substantial number of other people. Certainly, this is subject to their free will. But by your surrender, they will get a better opportunity to surrender themselves. And this is again how we have the figure-eight flow between us here above and you below, as Nada so beautifully explained.

And so your willingness to surrender then becomes, as Jesus’ willingness to surrender his physical life, the one thing that can be multiplied and therefore count for many. Truly, as they say, Jesus came to give his life as ransom for many (Matthew 20:28). But the deeper meaning is that Jesus’ willingness to surrender – instead of holding on – became the true sacrifice, the acceptable offering, that then enabled the lifting of a certain amount of burden from humankind, thereby making it easier for others to follow in Jesus’ footsteps and raise themselves above duality.

So, my beloved, we will now give you this opportunity to surrender.

[Music playing]

My beloved hearts, flow with the music, flow with the River of Life. Allow yourself to feel how – in your heart, in your mind, in your being – you are letting go. Letting go of what you think you need to hold on to on the banks of the river that keeps you outside that flow of the River of Life. Just feel how something within you lets go.

You are letting go and flowing with the River of Life, the ocean of God’s love, where there is no separation, no darkness, no fear, no anger. And you are one with life itself. You are one in that River of Life where nothing can be separate. For all is light and no shadows remain.

[Music playing]

Thus, my beloved, with great gratitude for your willingness to participate in this interchange, I seal you in the love of my heart. I seal you against the forces of anti-love who would surely – if they could – disturb your newfound peace and surrender.

And thus I say to you, “Be sealed in the nurturing love of the Divine Mother. And remain sealed in the Eternal NOW that is the flow of that love.”

It is finished!

NOTE: To take full advantage of the dispensation to surrender, listen to the audio file of this dictation and go through the process of surrender.

 

Copyright © 2012 by Kim Michaels

 

Elohim Heros and Amora, January 2, 2009. This tool was given in the following message.

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Receive my Presence
Beyond the words spoken, I have anchored our Presence as the masculine and feminine elements, the masculine and feminine expressions, of the third ray of God Love. You have had an opportunity to experience it, if you have been willing. If you have not experienced it, then consider that my Presence is beyond any limitations in the material universe. Thus, at any moment in the future, you can experience my Presence when you are willing to open your heart to it. Thus, if you cannot open your heart now, do not be discouraged, do not allow your subconscious database to create some kind of judgment. But recognize that you have some work to do to clean out some of the conditions that prevent you from accepting unconditional love, accepting that you are worthy to receive it. And then work on it. And then recognize that whenever you reach the critical mass of cleaning out the file drawers, well then the Sun of unconditional love will shine through the clouds and you will experience it.

I AM beyond time and space, my beloved. You, too, are beyond time and space. You are currently choosing to identify yourself based on the limitations of time and space, which is perfectly acceptable—but it is not your only option.
Thus, in the Flame of Unconditional Love that I AM, I seal you. I seal this movement. For as long as you remain dedicated to unconditional love, then the prince of this world will come and have nothing in you.

And although his representatives may gain entry, they will not be able to take this movement down. They will not be able to stop the ascending spiral that has been created and has the potential to accelerate and become a glowing light in the darkness that still engulfs this planet. A light that will show the way to a new reality, a new way to associate with each other, a new way to communicate based on unconditional love. Thus, be sealed in that love.

 

Copyright © 2012 by Kim Michaels

 

Archangel Charity with Paul the Venetian, April 18, 2009. This tool was given in the following message.

 

Consider the power of music
May we, as the representatives of the third ray, call your attention to the power of music, as you witnessed in the beautiful singing in the church not long ago. But as most of you also realize that you have throughout your life had certain pieces of music that lifted your spirit and helped you tune in – though you may not have recognized this with the outer mind – nevertheless the music helped you tune in to a vibration beyond your normal state of consciousness, thereby helping you tune in to a vibration beyond your conditions. And so, indeed, if you feel any upliftment through music, use music. Find the kind of music that uplifts you because it expresses the flow, the flow of the River of Life.

And then, do not simply listen to it while you are driving your car or washing the dishes or doing other mundane things. My beloved, once in a while, go into a room where you can be alone and undisturbed. Start the music, turn off the light, lay down on your bed so that you feel the least amount of gravitational pull on your body, and then allow the music to carry you with its flow until you find yourself in that sacred space of unconditionality. Where you suddenly hear that beyond the music is that chime that is the sound of life itself. When you hear that chime, my beloved, that cosmic hum, you have, again, a sense of co-measurement of what love really is when it is unconditional.

And so, you can use that to gain a different perspective on your life and how the conditionality takes away that sense of floating, where there is nothing that pulls you into a particular condition, into a particular role and costume in the drama outplayed in the material universe. This is not escapism—when you use it to not simply run away from your problems, but to get a different perspective on your problems, so that you can recognize that you are not the problems. You are MORE. For you have experienced that you are MORE.

My beloved, do you think that the theatrical lover that I was talking about can float in a space sublime? Nay. For he is too wrapped up in himself and his own conditions—that he cannot let go. But you can, the real you can experience unconditionality. And only by experiencing that, will you truly know that there is something beyond the conditional world. And only when you know it, can you move to the next level of merging with it. So that you now see first your self as the object of the Divine Lover’s love, and then merge with the Divine Lover so that you see – that you are the open door for – the love [that wants] to be expressed to all life.

 

Copyright © 2012 by Kim Michaels

 

Archangel Charity with Paul the Venetian, April 18, 2009. This tool was given in the following message.

My love is always there
I am pausing to take in the return current of your consciousness—of your fears and your doubts about what we are saying to you in this and the previous releases. I am absorbing the consciousness. For you see, my beloved, the fact that you doubt my words, that you are afraid to implement them, does not mean that I do not love you. I love you regardless of how you respond or do not respond to my words and my vibration. My love is unconditional, it is timeless. If you cannot accept it now, be not dismayed. You do not need to beat yourself up over the fact that you cannot instantly accept what you are hearing.

I want you to know that I am always there. My love is always there. If you cannot accept it now, then, at whatever time you can, do not fall prey to the illusion that because you could not accept me that time in the past, you cannot accept me now either, for you are not worthy. Do not build layers and layers of illusions. But remember my words—my love is unconditional. You do not have to fulfill a condition in order to be worthy of it. You have only two options—you can accept or you can reject. But my love is unconditional, so if you reject my love, I am not affected by that rejection.

And thus, I still love you unconditionally. Which means that no matter how violently you might reject it at this present moment, at any moment in the future when you desire to throw off that costume, my love is there for you to accept. Your ego may want you to think that this cannot be so. Yet it is so.

It has always been so.

It will always be so.

This is the truth about love. This is true love. If you desire to feel separated from my love, if you desire to reject it, I love you for rejecting me. Whatever you feel, whatever you think, I love you.

Feelings and thoughts are fleeting images that pass through the mind. But turn off the film projector and you will see that the screen of life is still white, no matter what images were projected upon it. Your core being, your conscious self, is a blank screen, in the sense that although you were created with individuality, you were not created with conditionality. You were not created with any dualistic conditions, my beloved.

You were created with unconditional individual characteristics. And I know full well that your linear mind cannot comprehend this concept. But there must be some expression of words that you can ponder, until you come to the point of switching your perception—and you recognize the reality of unconditionality and the unreality of the conditions set up to obscure the white screen by making you focus on the fleeting images that can never satisfy your true being, your true longing for love.

How can any love coming from this material realm satisfy your built-in longing for love? For your built-in longing for love is the longing for oneness with who you are, your own Higher Being. Your longing to be in the flow of the River of Life by fulfilling the role for which you were created by your Higher Being—to be a co-creator and to bring the kingdom of God into manifestation in the material universe.

My words are coming to you through a person in embodiment who, as is inevitable when you are in embodiment, has a limited capacity for love. For certainly, one cannot be in embodiment and at the same time be in the fullness of the ascended consciousness —which is in the fullness of unconditionality. Yet, do not focus on the outer messenger. Go beyond the outer form, go beyond the sound of the voice, go beyond the words.

Follow the words, follow them as a stream of consciousness that reaches to the very being that I AM. One with the hierarchy of God Love, of unconditional love and with all of the beings who are expressions of that unconditionality.
Follow, then, that stream of consciousness and recognize that my capacity for love is indeed unlimited. And thus, I can take in and consume any condition that you desire to surrender to me. And I give you, thus, as the conclusion of this release, an opportunity to release into the stream of my consciousness any condition that you desire to let go of. For you have said, with Master MORE, “Enough is enough.” And thus I will have this messenger recite while you surrender.

[Messenger recites as the words come from within:]

Love is a flowing stream, a fount of unconditionality, like the water that moves, moving over the rock – even the hardest of rock – wearing it down, little by little. Even though it is so much softer than the rock that it is unfathomable to the linear mind how it could ever wear down the rock. Yet, love is like that. It flows unconditionally and if it seems like it gets nowhere, if it seems like people do not receive it, do not change, it just keeps flowing. And over the span of millennia, it eventually wears down that solid rock of the separate self.

For truly, the Divine Lover will never leave his beloved alone, will never stop flowing, will never stop giving. And thus, eventually even the hardest of conditions will be worn down by the flow of love, the eternal unstoppable, unconditional flow of love. Is it not so that any condition is made of smaller units, as you know the rock is made from molecules and atoms, and even beyond, from the tiniest particles that make up the atom. And so, the love flowing may only manage to dislodge one elementary particle from the rock, but yet, that is still a change.

And so the flowing love is not discouraged but is encouraged and therefore flows even more and dislodges an atom, and another one, and another, and another. And soon the River of Life begins to carve a gorge into the bedrock of the human consciousness. Flowing, flowing, ever-flowing. See how even the mightiest of mountains can be worn down over time by the gentle rain descending from heaven, like the gentle rain of love that falls upon the just and the unjust, upon the evil and the good.

For to love, there is none just or unjust, none evil or good. For there are no conditions in that flowing love, there are no conditions whatsoever. Thus, to love, the conditions are unreal, impermanent and thus love knows that if it keeps flowing, it will wear down even the hardest of conditions. Even the most hardened heart will be worn down by the unstoppable flow of love.

And one day that heart will look at itself and say, “Why do I keep separating myself from the flow of love? I have had enough of the experience of being separated. Now I am curious as to how it would feel to be in the flow of love.” And so, suddenly, it surrenders into the flow like a dam bursting—and suddenly the River of Life that has been held back for so many lifetimes is released in an outburst that no conditions, that no ego – even the strongest ego – can hold back. For the real you flows with it and finds such joy, such freedom, in the release from conditions. The total unconditional release.

[Archangel Charity continues:]

Thus, breathe in [audience inhales]. Become aware of the condition and then release it as you breathe out [audience exhales].

And now breathe in and hold, and as you breathe out I breathe in. Breathe out [audience exhales while messenger inhales].

And as I release my unconditional love, you breathe in and breathe in that love [messenger exhales, audience inhales].
Now release, as I breathe in the conditions [audience exhales while messenger inhales].

Inhale the love [messenger exhales, audience inhales].

Release [audience exhales while messenger inhales].

Inhale [messenger exhales, audience inhales].

You have now experienced the in-breath and the out-breath of love. Yet, I AM not limited to time and space, and you may repeat this exercise any time, perhaps after listening to a piece of music that reawakens your sense of flow.

Thus, we, the representatives of the third ray, congratulate you for being willing to come into our Presence and thereby, perhaps without realizing it, having separated yourself, to some degree, from your fear. For you cannot be in the Presence of Unconditional Love if you are fully identified with your fear. So the very fact that you are here demonstrates that you are no longer fully identified with the separate self. And thus, I admonish you, to embrace that new sense of self, where you know you are MORE. Where you have experienced oneness with the MORE.

Thus, be sealed, even though it is, again, the limitations of words. For how can you be sealed in that which is unconditional? And so, my beloved, go beyond the sense of needing to be sealed and just be in the flow of unconditional love.

 

Copyright © 2012 by Kim Michaels

 

Master MORE, October 31, 2008. This tool was given in the following message.

Dare to appreciate yourself
And so, what I am leading up to here is the recognition that we have no desire to see anyone on Earth become less, or make themselves less. We desire to see all people become MORE. We of the Ascended Host do not look at any people as bad, as evil, as beyond being raised up to a higher level. We hold the immaculate concept. We see the potential for all to be raised up, and therefore we have no desire to punish. We have no desire to shame. We have no desire to belittle any nation, any people. For we always see beyond the outer characteristics. So do you see that you cannot rise above the sense of superiority or the sense of separateness by making yourself less?

There are some who think, my beloved, that in order to avoid pride they have to make themselves so humble. But you see, pride is one extreme. Humility in a human way is the other extreme, the other polarity. You do not escape duality by jumping from one polarity to the other. You escape duality by finding the middle way.

And so I ask you each one individually, as I already instructed this messenger to say to one person earlier today, to take some time in your busy schedule and to sit down; not give any rituals, not give any rosaries, not read any teachings, not think, not analyze. But to take some time and just sit down and appreciate—appreciate who you are, appreciate God, appreciate the Ascended Host, appreciate nature, appreciate other people, appreciate something that opens your heart. And when you have then opened your heart, then allow yourself to appreciate yourself. Not your ego, not your separate self, but appreciate your real Self as an individual expression of God, as an absolutely unique expression of God. And therefore, allow yourself to recognize that you are MORE than the separate self.

The secret to overcoming the ego
My beloved, you have all heard the expression, “Nature abhors a vacuum.” Well, you cannot overcome the separate self, the ego, by destroying that separate self. For you cannot live without a sense of self. That is the price you pay for being an individual, self-aware expression of God.

You have to have a sense of self, and so those who attempt to destroy the self cannot ever make spiritual progress. Even though some of them may think they have done so—they cannot. You cannot make spiritual progress by making yourself a vacuum. You can only make spiritual progress by transcending the duality and recognizing that you are MORE, because you are out of a greater spiritual being in the spiritual level right above the material universe. And that spiritual being is out of an even greater spiritual being, and this Hierarchy of Light goes all the way to the Creator.

This is how you can overcome the separate sense of self by Being MORE. And thus, do you see that this works on an individual level, where you cannot overcome your own separateness, but even more so it works on a national, and even a planetary level, where you cannot grow spiritually if you find yourself in a vacuum. As you indeed see many people in Europe, who have given up on traditional religion – and for good reason – but have then not found anything to put in its stead. And therefore, they can easily be swayed into various forms of extreme expressions that give them a sense of identity.

For do you not see that what Nazism and Hitler offered certain people was a very clearly defined sense of identity, which then allowed them an easy way – seemingly an easy way – out of the state of being in a vacuum, of having no clear identity, no clear sense of who they are? This has been the lure of all totalitarian ideologies—Marxism, Nazism, all others that you have seen.

It has been the lure of materialism, the sense that material things is your god and is your purpose for living. It has been the lure of power and those who seek power. And so you see that it is only by finding something that is beyond the Earth – where you begin to acknowledge that you are MORE than this material identity – it is only then that you can escape that sense of material identity.

And yet, in order to do this, you must overcome the programming from both church and secular materialistic philosophies that you are not a spiritual being – or at least not a unique spiritual being – and certainly not a son or daughter of God. And in order to do this, you have to be willing to take some time to look in the mirror – I speak not physically, but metaphorically – to look in the mirror of your soul, and recognize that your true Being is MORE than these outer things.

 

Copyright © 2012 by Kim Michaels

 

Gautama Buddha, May 20, 2007. This tool was given in the following message.

An opportunity to let go of non-forgiveness
And my beloved, in this regard, do not forget to look in the mirror and practice unconditional forgiveness toward yourself. For truly, many of you find it easier to forgive others than to forgive yourself. But my beloved, unconditional forgiveness is unconditional. Meaning that it is not dependent upon any conditions on Earth. And so to forgive your neighbor unconditionally, you must be willing to look beyond his or her imperfections. And so you must do with yourself.

My beloved, if forgiveness is unconditional, what conditions could you possibly have to fulfill in order to be worthy of that unconditional forgiveness? Do you not see the logic of this, my beloved? You do not need to be worthy of unconditional forgiveness. You are worthy of it right now.

And thus, as the sealing of this release, I offer you the opportunity to take all non-forgiveness of yourself – all sense of being imperfect, of not being good enough, of having made this or that mistake – I give you the opportunity [that I will] take all of it.

Envision how you gather these imperfections from all corners of your forcefield, all corners of your aura. You draw them together, and you might envision them as black threads that are interwoven with the fabric of your being, but you see, my beloved, how you pull them out of your being as so many black threads.

And you pull them together and you pull them tighter and tighter towards your heart. And in the light of your heart, you begin to see them. And you pull them together in a ball. And now you see how you cram together that ball, making it tighter and tighter, as if it was a roll of yarn or string that at first is somewhat unruly, but as you keep pulling it together, it becomes more and more compact until it is so small that you can hold it in both of your hands.

And now, my beloved, I invite you to envision that you hold that ball of yarn of non-forgiveness in your hands, and you throw it into the burning furnace of my heart chakra—that burns with a light so bright that it will instantly consume any imperfection on Earth. My beloved, be not concerned about my ability to be able to consume and transmute this substance. For am I not the Lord of the World? So truly, there is nothing you can have that could be so bad that I could not consume it. So take it now and throw it into my heart chakra and see how it is consumed instantly upon touching the fire of my fiery love for you.

And now, my beloved, accept that you are free of this non-forgiveness. Accept that you are worthy of the unconditional forgiveness. Accept that I, Gautama Buddha, the Lord of the World, has forgiven you unconditionally and completely. And thus, as Jesus said, “Thy sins be forgiven thee. Now go and sin no more.” Do not go back into the old momentums and recreate the non-forgiveness of yourself—even if you continue to make certain mistakes. When you make the mistake, seek honestly to learn from it but then forgive yourself rather than holding on to it.

For my beloved, the very fact that you are open to these teachings – the new teachings of the Christ and Buddha for the Aquarian Age – demonstrates that you have the potential to be one of the forerunners for the Golden Age. But how can you fulfill that mission if you hold on to non-forgiveness of yourself? How can you demonstrate forgiveness to others if you do not practice it towards yourself?

So forgive yourself, and let go of the conditions that your ego and the forces of this world are using in order to trick you into thinking that you are not worthy of forgiveness. Or even trick you into believing the age-old lie of the serpentine mind that once you have made a certain mistake, you are doomed forever and can never be redeemed.

I tell you, the reality is that God has no other desire than to see you rise above all imperfections on Earth and become the God-free being you were created to be. And you can rise only when you accept unconditional forgiveness. For as I have said applies on a continental scale, it applies on an individual scale. You cannot right the wrongs of the past. You can only learn from them and then let them go by unconditionally forgiving yourself.

Thus, my beloved, I have said my peace, and I seal you in the Flame of Unconditional Forgiveness. And I seal this conference, my beloved. For I want you to know that you have earned this dispensation. You have earned it for Europe as a whole. And this shows you how a few people can indeed be the forerunners for raising up the many.

So allow yourselves to flow with the music that will be played. Allow yourself to feel the Presence of the Buddha where you are. For when everything is the Buddha nature, thenyou are the Buddha nature. Meaning that you are already the Buddha—if you could only accept it, and accept it unconditionally.

For when you are already the Buddha, how could there be conditions that you have to fulfill before you become the Buddha? And thus, ponder the eternal truth that the ego and the intellect can never fathom—that you cannot become the Buddha. You can only BE the Buddha.

 

Copyright © 2012 by Kim Michaels

 

Master MORE, June 29, 2008. This tool was given in the following message.

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The real cause of the murder of the Divine Mother
And so my beloved, what am I leading up to with this? It is to give you an understanding, my beloved. An understanding based on your own experience in this lifetime and in today’s age of what was the real cause of the murder of the Divine Mother on Lemuria. For it was this very process, my beloved, of the tendency of the ego and the false teachers to create graven images of God.

And what is the purpose of the Divine Mother, when there was a representative of the Divine Mother in embodiment? Well, it is the same purpose as Lord Krishna, as the Buddha, as Jesus, as every true spiritual representative or teacher. It is to shatter and challenge the mental boxes, the graven images, that people have created, for this is the essence of the path.

And thus my beloved, those who murdered the Divine Mother entered into the consciousness of wanting to walk the mechanical path, wanting to worship a graven image—which then gave them control, not only over the image, but over the path, and gave them the illusion of control over their material circumstances. And thus my beloved they were not willing to transcend the graven image and come up higher. And so, when someone challenged their graven image, they would do almost anything to silence that challenge. And in some cases going to the extreme of killing that person, either by slitting their throat in a temple or by nailing them to a cross, my beloved.

So you see, what I am trying to point out to you here is that there may be some of you who have a sense that you were on Lemuria, and you were there when the murder of the representative of the Divine Mother took place. Yet my beloved, what I am trying to give you is a different perspective, where you realize that all human beings on Earth have been and are stuck in the consciousness that caused the murder of the Divine Mother.

Do you see, my beloved? The unwillingness to transcend is the very consciousness that caused the murder of the Divine Mother on Lemuria, elsewhere, and the murder of the representatives of God throughout the ages. For this has not only happened with Jesus and the Divine Mother on Lemuria, it has happened countless times, my beloved, and is still happening today. Even in the form of psychic murder, where you silence those who could have spoken out and brought society forward.

So you see, what I am calling you to realize is that what needs to be overcome is that consciousness, the unwillingness to transcend, to self-transcend. And I am also calling you to realize here that I am not saying this to give you any sense of guilt. I am, in fact, saying it to perhaps push your buttons a little bit, so that you can see if you feel guilty over this. For then there is something you need to look at, my beloved.

For have we not explained so beautifully how the Divine Mother feels about the murder of her representative? That there is no judgment, there is no anger, there is no negative feelings—there is only unconditional love. And in unconditional love there is not even the need for forgiveness, my beloved.

How hatred of the Mother begins
Do you see that whatever you have done in this or past lives, it is of no consequence, my beloved, in the grand scheme of things? For everything is created out of Ma-ter light, which is like the sand in the sand boxes you all used to play in as children. Whatever you do with the sand, whatever kind of castle you build, you cannot hurt the sand, my beloved. But neither can you create anything permanent, for when you leave it and the sun comes out and dries the sand in your castle, then it begins to crumble.

Do you see, my beloved? God is not the angry, judgmental God who has put you into a world where the slightest mistake you make will qualify you for hell for all eternity. God is the loving God who has put you into a sand box and said, “Build anything you want, for you cannot hurt the sand. You can only hurt yourself.”

But you truly hurt yourself only in your own perception, my beloved. Thus, do you see, whatever mistake you have made has no consequence in the grand scheme of things? But it has a consequence in your own world, in that it can make you feel guilty, unworthy, fearful, even angry. And so the subtle, psychological mechanism, my beloved, is that when you allow yourself to feel condemnation, self-condemnation, for the fact that you have made a mistake—well then you enter into a state of pain that can easily become so intense that you refuse to look at the decisions, the consciousness, that caused you to commit the outer actions, my beloved. And if you refuse to look at the consciousness, well how can you resolve it and move on. And this then is what becomes the Catch 22 – for some people even a Catch 33 or a Catch 99 – for they have built so many layers of this guilt, anger and fear.

And so you see, my beloved, this is the essence of what caused the murder of the Divine Mother. For the unwillingness to transcend comes from the unwillingness to look at something from the past – and learn from it – because it is too painful. And thus, the ego will always trick you into lessening the sense of guilt so that you can live with it. And how does the ego do this? It does so by causing you to project outside yourself that it was not really your fault. It was something else that made you do it.

And in many cases, my beloved, what happens is:

• You descend into embodiment in the material realm, where everything is created out of the Ma-ter light.
• You make a mistake, which we do not see as a mistake, but you see it as a mistake.
• It causes pain.
• You will not look at the pain. So you project that it was not your fault. It was some condition in the material realm that made you do it.

And now what have you done? You have projected onto the Mother that it is the Mother’s fault. And how can this not lead to hatred of the Mother, which then – when you are challenged to realize that no, it was not the Mother who made you do it, it was you who made the choice to do it – well then you want to silence that voice.

For you are not willing to look at the pain, to go into the pain and realize that although running away can diminish the intensity of the pain, you will still never be able to run away from it. Instead, you will have the lesser intensity of the pain as the constant companion. But if, instead, you would turn around – walk right into the pain – then you would for a short time feel the intensity of the pain, my beloved, but you would walk through it and realize that you are more than the pain. And that there is peace, release, surrender, freedom on the other side.

The cause of self-hatred
But as long as you run away, you cannot do that. So what must you do? You must justify running away by again projecting layers of images and illusions onto the Mother. Which then causes you to feel more and more resentful, coming to the point of having hatred of the Mother, my beloved. Which is truly a hatred of self; but who are you? You are an expression of the Father, but you are in the Mother of God. For all in the world of form is the Mother. And so, you are also the Mother. So when you hate the Mother, you are hating yourself.

But you see my beloved, what is it you are hating? You are hating something that is an illusion. And what is the grand illusion? Well, it is the illusion caused by the fact that the lowering of the collective consciousness on a planet like Earth has given matter a certain density, where it seems like your actions have physical consequences that you cannot escape and that will follow you for a long time. And thus it seems like the Mother really is punishing you for your mistakes by some physical consequence.

Yet my beloved, the reality is that the Mother is not punishing you. The Mother is at any moment reflecting back to you the images that you hold in your consciousness. And thus, what you are hating are these images that are not the Mother—that are not you. They are created out of the duality consciousness which is unreal. So what you hate is unreal.

And the only way out of it is to look at it from a realistic perspective and recognize that it is not real. Admit that it is not real. Admit that you chose to believe in an illusion. But that neither God the Father nor God the Mother will hold you to that choice and will say that once you have made that choice you should be bound by it forever. It is only the devil who will seek to make you believe in this lie.

The Father and the Mother have given you the free will to change your mind at any time, to undo an imperfect decision by making a right choice—a LIFE decision to replace the death decision. My beloved, what I endeavor to give you here is a greater understanding of how you hold yourself back.

The difference between memory and Akasha
Now my beloved, I will speak to you of the difference between memory, human memory, and what you have come to know as the akashic records. For you see my beloved, in previous teachings we have given the image that there is something called the akashic records, which is truly a certain energy frequency that records everything that has ever happened in the material universe. So that you can, so to speak, rewind the tape in the VCR and replay an event that happened 10,000 years ago or 50,000 years ago.

And there is something called the akashic records. But you see, when you hear of the concept of the akashic records, you project the state of your own consciousness upon it. And so you think that what is recorded in the akashic records is what you saw in that situation when it happened 10 or 10,000 years ago.

So you think that if I was to take you to my retreat and show you a big screen on the wall – for I can tell you that I have ultimate flat screen TV [Laughter] – then you think that what you would see on that screen is the same that you saw when you were in that situation many years ago. But it is not so, my beloved.

For you see, what is recorded in the akashic records is what happened the way God saw it. And God looks at this, the Ascended Host look at this, the Divine Mother looks at this with no human emotions, as we have stated—none of the human emotions that you have, that might cause you to look at things with a negative overlay, my beloved.

Think about the fact that you all know; that you might have a traffic accident and you call in 5 witnesses and ask them to describe what they saw, and they saw 5 different versions of what happened. Well my beloved, imagine that you were in a situation many thousands of years ago when the murder of the Divine Mother on Lemuria happened. Imagine how all of the people who participated in that event—how they each have an individual vision of the event.

But none of them saw the event the way the Ascended Hosts see it. For each person saw it through the filter of their own consciousness, my beloved. And because of that filter, each person built a personal image that includes a mental picture but also a set of intense emotions about the event. And the emotions give to each person a personal pain. And the pain is so intense that the mechanism I just described kicks in, so that they will not look at the pain and thus must project the cause of the event outside themselves. And this very running away from looking at the event is what prevents you from rising above and being free of the event. My beloved, do you see this?

Audience: “YES!”

This is the very key to overcoming the ego. If you truly see and experience what I am describing here, my beloved, the key is to determine within yourself – to look at what takes away your peace – and realize that what takes away your peace may be the pain; but behind the pain is an event from the past where you did something that caused you to accept a completely unrealistic self-image. A self-image based on the lies and illusions of duality.

Be willing to see what really happened
And if you will then determine that you are willing to walk through the pain, then you can come to the point where you can say, “I am willing to look at the event,” but I ask you beloved Christ Self, beloved Jesus, beloved Mother Mary, beloved Master MORE – whichever Master is close to your heart – ask that Master to show you an inner vision of the event directly out of the akashic records, my beloved. So that you are not bound to look at the event only through the filter of the duality consciousness, which then will forever prevent you from seeing the illusion, seeing that you are more than the illusion and thus letting the illusion go.

So ask to be given that vision. What really happened? Not what your ego tells you happened. For I tell you that the ego and the false teachers will make you believe in a false image that makes you think that it is God the Father or God the Mother who is condemning you. And thus, you cannot lock into the unconditional love that is the key to consuming the event.

And thus, what I wish to give you here is the understanding that when you created that mental image of the event, you created – in the separate part of your mind – an image that is removed from the reality of what is recorded in the akashic records. A graven image, and that image is stored in your personal memory—the memory of the separate self, the mortal self you have built.

So you have, so to speak, a personal version of the akashic records. Only, what is recorded there is not what really happened, but what you think happened, seeing through the filter of the ego. And do you see my beloved, that as long as you do not challenge that mental image, that graven image, you will be bound by it because you will be condemning yourself to staying in the mental box formed by the image.

And you can never escape it; you can only keep running away from it. And in so doing, perhaps building layer upon layer that makes it harder and harder to either face the pain or to get to the bottom of what really happened because your attention is taken off on all these tangents. And thus, you can never come to that center, that point of stillness my beloved, where you can ask, “God, show me what really happened. I am willing to know?”

And I tell you when you see what really happened – and I say this regardless of what mistake you could have possibly have made – when you see what really happened, you will see that it is no more important than a child building a sand castle and deciding it didn’t look the way he wanted it, so he erases it and starts building a new one.

Give yourself the benefit of the doubt
Do you see what we said about the Ma-ter light? It will out-picture any image you project upon it, for it has no judgment. So at any moment, the Ma-ter light sets you free to let go of the old image and project a better one. You do not need to feel guilty about having projected an imperfect image, for God gave you free will. And God wants you to learn. And if you learn, was it really a mistake? What was the big deal, as they say?

Sometimes my beloved, you just have to give yourself the benefit of the doubt. Instead of feeling so absolutely convinced that you are a bad person. Be willing to question that image – projected into your mind – and say, “Maybe, I am just a child of God who built a sand castle that I really don’t like anymore. And so I don’t need to be bound by it; I can erase it and build another one. And my Divine Mother and my Divine Father will rejoice when I build a better castle. They will not make me feel guilty or unworthy or afraid or anything.”

Can you see, can you sense, can you feel my desire to see you be free of these old patterns? Can you sense that I am a representative of God, both as Father and Mother, my beloved? For as an ascended being, I have the perfect balance of masculine and feminine. For if I did not, how could I have ascended?

 

Copyright © 2012 by Kim Michaels

 

Sanat Kumara, May 10, 2009. This tool was given in the following message.

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A tool for stilling the mind
And so, I will endeavor to give you a simple, yet effective method for experiencing that stillness, my beloved. You may approach this in a variety of ways. But the general concept is that you set aside some time every day, or at least as often as you can. Go into a quiet room. Sit down in a comfortable chair with your spine somewhat erect. And then direct your attention within.

Inevitably, thoughts will come up. Do not fall into the trap of thinking that in order to still the mind, you have to fight the thoughts, hold them back. For in so doing, you strain the mind. And how can you still the mind by straining even harder?
Many people have wasted countless hours in meditation attempting to still the mind—and in so doing only increasing the struggle and the turmoil within the mind. Instead, the approach is simple. You know that behind every surface appearance there is an underlying, deeper reality. If you look at your physical body, you know that beyond the visible surface there are organs and bones. Yet the bones and organs are made of cells. The cells are made of molecules. The molecules are made of atoms. The atoms are like miniature solar systems with electrons orbiting around the core. But between the electrons and the core is empty space.

And so, if you go deeper and deeper behind surface appearances, you see that eventually you come to something that is empty. Empty. There is nothing there. No electron, no neutron, no proton. No molecules. No “thing.”

You can use different visualizations—perhaps the one I have just given. Perhaps you can visualize a river and how it is constantly moving, but that still, between the molecules, is empty space. Beyond the flow of the water, there is a stillness that is the backdrop for movement.

For movement must be movement in relation to something, as you know very well that a very gradual movement – where there is no point of comparison – cannot be detected by your senses. And so, ultimately all movement is possible only because there is a backdrop of stillness.

So you might meditate in your mind on a river. And as thoughts come up, you see that they are like swirls in the river. But as you go into them and go beyond them, you eventually come to stillness. My point, then, is that when a thought comes up, you do not then seek to fight it. But neither do you flow along with it. You go right into it. You go through it. And you look for what is behind it.

Another thought might come as a result. Go into it, go through it. Look for what is behind it. If another thought comes up, go into it, go through it. Look for what is behind it. Keep doing this, my beloved, and you will eventually reach some measure of stillness.

Spend time in the stillness
Keep practicing it day after day, and you will come to a point, where you can quickly go into the stillness and experience that behind, beyond, the stream of thoughts, there is a stillness—a Presence that forms your sense of identity, your sense of Being, your sense that “I AM.” And it is only because you have that sense that “I AM” that you can have thoughts come through your mind, through your being. And so by going beyond every thought, every feeling, every sensation in the mind, you can come to that ground of Being that is the core Presence, your I AM Presence.

And then, spend some time in that stillness—without forcing, without wanting, without asking, without praying for anything. Be content to simply experience the Presence, my beloved. Do not ask for anything, any answers, any changes. Be content to experience the Presence. And when you feel that it is time to move out, then take a little time to gently return to a normal state of consciousness.

This is not a meditation that should take a long time. As you get more proficient in it, it should take only a few minutes every day. And then, afterwards, you simply go out and go about your daily business, not expecting, asking for or demanding anything. But you will be surprised how contacting the Presence can be the catalyst for bringing new thoughts, new perspectives, new ideas to your outer mind. Ideas that you realize are not part of the general static that goes on in the atmosphere of this Earth from the mass consciousness, but come from a higher realm, have a certain measure of infinity in them—and therefore allow you to be in that creative flow and bring forth new solutions, new perspectives.

And then, as you tune in to that Presence, you can also begin to carry the feeling of that stillness with you. You will come to a point, where you can begin to speak from the stillness. So that your words are not flowing out of the static of your own mind or the collective consciousness, seeking to counteract some other form of static. [Instead] they flow from a deeper level; they are imbued with something. They are imbued with a Presence, and thus, they reach people at a deeper level. For they touch them in the heart and help them see beyond.

There is sometimes validity to challenging people in a very direct and confrontational way. For some of you, this is a natural expression, at least at your present level. I am not hereby saying that all of you should express yourself in the same way. I am simply saying that all of you have the potential to consider sharing your Presence in some way, so that there is more to the words than just the words and the linear mind. So that they are infused with something that is genuine, my beloved.

 

Copyright © 2012 by Kim Michaels

 

Gautama Buddha, July 5, 2005. This tool was given in the following message.

What is my mission in life?
So many of you are wondering, “What is my mission on this Earth? Why am I here? What did I come to bring?” The key to finding out why you are here is to reconnect with the Silence of the Buddha. This is my offering to you – silence – the silence of Buddha that is beyond the turmoil going on in this realm of time, this Sea of Samsara.*

And thus I give you the visualization that when you find yourself in the hustle and bustle of the marketplace, and you become aware that you have become distraught, or stressed out or burdened, you step aside and say, “Ah, I am caught in the mud at the bottom of the lake. But now I will find that point of stillness within my heart, I will find the seed of the lotus flower, and I will let it germinate and send up a stalk to the surface of the water.”

And you visualize how the white Mother Light raises up from the base to the crown, and as it reaches the crown, the thousand-petaled lotus unfolds. And you are now no longer in the mud, because you are seated as the Buddha – with my Presence superimposed upon you – and you are literally floating on water. You are floating on the Sea of Samsara, and nothing beneath the surface can touch you, because that surface is calm like a sea of glass.

That is the silence. And take some time out, once in awhile, to just enjoy the silence. There is so much noise in this world. Turn off the radio. Turn off the music. Unplug yourself from the noisemaking machines that people have invented to prevent you from experiencing the Eternal Silence.

 

Copyright © 2012 by Kim Michaels

 

Saint Germain, March 22, 2010. This tool was given in the following message.

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Overcome the attachment to outcome and stop judging yourself
You see, an aspect of the fallen consciousness is the attachment to specific outcomes and results on Earth. And therefore, they have set up this entire consciousness, that certain of your choices are wrong according to some standard. And they use this to get you to judge yourself, until you have had so much pain of making these so-called wrong choices that you finally reason, “I’ve had enough of making these wrong choices—I will no longer make any choices.” I will follow an outer leader, I will follow a religion, I will follow a guru or messenger. Or, I will seek for some divine direction from someone who will tell me what to do. Well, my beloved, if you are looking for some nonmaterial entity to tell you what to do, I can assure you that that nonmaterial entity will not be a member of the Ascended Host.

For we do not have the goal to get you to a point where you never make wrong choices on Earth. Our goal is your overall growth in self-awareness. And as we have said many times, you can grow equally from any choice you make, whether it is “wrong” or “right” according to some earthly standard. Our only concern is to help you learn and grow, and thereby transcend and grow in your co-creative ability and awareness. That is our concern.

Do you, really and truly, my beloved, believe that we sit up here and watch your every move and judge you harshly? Do you believe that for every choice you make, the karmic board is sitting up here with a scorecard, and they put a little check when you make a good choice and they put a minus when you make a bad choice. And they add up all the minuses, until you reach some critical mark and then “Bam” you are going down into that fiery hell that the Christians have portrayed so vividly for so many centuries. Do you seriously believe that this is how the karmic board works? Because if you do, I can tell that you that you have fallen prey to the fallen consciousness and their mind control and their brainwashing, and their projection of these false images into the collective consciousness.

And if you seriously believe that this is how the karmic board and the Ascended Host work, then it is time for you to realize that you have been had by the fallen angels. And it is time to wake up and throw away these preconceived image, based on duality and judgmentalness. It is time to go within and be honest and say, “I am beginning to see how the fallen consciousness has affected my view of God and my view of the ascended masters. And I am hereby determining – by my free will choice – that I am willing to know God and the ascended masters as they really are. I am willing to know reality.”

My beloved, ask and you shall receive. Ask with a willingness to look beyond your mental boxes, your preconceived opinions, your epic dramas, and we will reveal our true beings to you. For we are right here with you all the time. It is only in your mind that there has been created the impression, the image of a distance, of an unbreachable gulf between you and us. And that unbreachable gulf was created precisely in the fallen consciousness. For there is an unbreachable gulf between the fallen consciousness and the ascended consciousness. There is no question about this. There is a gulf between the fallen consciousness and the ascended consciousness. But you are an individualization of the Creator’s Being, and you have a choice: Do you want to step into the fallen consciousness; do you want to step into the ascended consciousness?”

To which station do you want to attune the radio of your consciousness? Turn that dial of consciousness. It may have been stuck on a certain station for many embodiments. The dial might have gotten a little rusty, my beloved. It might be stuck on that station that it has been tuned in to for so long, thinking perhaps it was the only station—or that it would get you to heaven if you just kept tuning in to it long enough. So make that effort to wrest the dial free from the corrosion, to get it moving again. Turn it back and forth perhaps for a little while, just to clear the rust and the dirt. But then turn it towards the higher stations, until you reach us. For it is not that difficult, but it has become much easier, as the planet has shifted from the piscean to the aquarian mindset.

It requires less of an effort today to tune in to the reality of the Ascended Host than it did yesterday. And, as time progresses, and as the collective consciousness continues to progress, it will require less and less of an effort. But it will still require that choice, that you are willing to question your old mental images, the graven images. Without a willingness to question your graven images, no progress is possible. This is the way it has been always—always. For free will is the essence of growth.

 

Copyright © 2012 by Kim Michaels